Please Please Your words may save a life...I need your help!!!?

I write this with shaking hands,almost unable to with stand...anything.In the end it's just not the same.Why live with all this pain?I watch as she left with my daughter in hands...I watch as she left with my life in her hands.And what I would gave for just another glance,of the way I made her smile.I've made mistakes,I'm not perfect,but maybe that's what life takes...being perfect.I worked hard to give my family a good life,if that means working long hours.I've always ... just you can feeling the pain replacing the happiness,dread replacing the light,emptiness replacing meaning. Is this how everyday is going to be?You can say no,you can say it'll get better but how many have seen their meaning fall through open palms like grains of sand?Why do I bother writing?Why do I bother posting this?Because it's my last words to a world that has became stale to me.If you see her smile,remember that may be the last you'll ever see.Might be the last tear to ever last from her beautiful face,as she screams your name.


To wonder the world alone,a scarecrow filled with not scraw but memories of a better day.Life's a snow globe,where someone just shakes it up one day,two people who shared a life are now million of miles away.Just for a look,of better days,a painting of how life should be.God!! Oh jesus christ,i'll never be the same.Please Please Your words may save a life...I need your help!!!?
Hopefully things won't be the same. Think of your daughter. What can you do to remain a part of HER life. So far you have done what YOU thought was right; now try as hard to think what might be right for your daughter, and maybe your wife. Think of the OTHER PEOPLE in your life, not yourself. As long as you are alive, you can make it better. It hurts acutely now, but the pain will dull and allow RIGHT action. Stay in there. There are people who can help.Please Please Your words may save a life...I need your help!!!?
You sound like a person in distress, but from what you have written, I cannot determine the exact nature of the distress. I suggest you talk to someone and explain the situation and talk it out.

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very poetic, i think you found your outlet. write your feelings down neg. or pos. its been proven to help ppl by writing their feelings down instead of just thinking about them. If you're contemplating suicide that's a obvious mistake, you have a daughter and that should be motivation right there, lovers/wives come and go, children don't. and killing yourself is the easiest way out of life, stay positive it's hard but you have to try.
go to a doctor fast!
Breathe ... just breathe ... and know there are people out there who hear you and who care.





You are feeling very emotional and something really bad has happened to you. Can you explain what has happened?





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Well one thing is for sure - you don't ever divorce your daughter or stop being her parent ... so now you choose ... what legacy do you leave her. Right now you are thinking of you. It is really hard - but suicide??





Do you know that when parents commit suicide their children are affected for the rest of their lives. The number of children and siblings who follow their parents is high.





What do you want to teach her - to live or to die....? If she was in the same position in a few years from now ... would you tell her to give up ... to lie down and die ... to quit?





What did her dad do ....?





Everything is a mess now. You are hurting. We have been there. That is what life is. But what do you do - let is drag you down .. or do you learn .. do you get up to face another day... ?





You have to get out of there for now or fill your mind with something positive (I hear you - but you cannot keep pulling yourself apart) - find a friend - fill the void with something else (good) for a while. You cannot just stop thinking about it - she is too important - but you can take yourself out of a place where you are replaying the thoughts in your head.





Take it five minutes at a time, one hour at a time ...





Pray - for comfort, for understanding, for love, for peace.





Try reading - you may find this comforting ...


http://www.watchtower.org/e/20080201/article_01.htm





Sent with care and love ...
Wow, thats really poetic and amazing. It's really honest, i like it. Thats amazing. I saved a copy in my word. I bet you'll be a famous poet someday.
ok i am not sure if i understand that :D but i think your problem is that you were left by your wife and daughter????? that is PAIN and you may not be the same again, BUT for some reasons i think there are always ways to solve something, or to make it better. but maybe you are depressed, maybe you should contact your family i mean your parents brothers sisters and OF course your daughter!#


and maybe you should go to a psychogist!!! BELIEVE me there are always ways out!!!!!! when one door closes, another opens!!!!!! wish you luck! :) ;)
Grow up. You are being a coward, no one will respect you if you take your own life.
If you kill yourself, you're an a$$hole---the ultimate act of selfishness, ESPECIALLY for a parent. My best friend killed himself and left behind 3 small daughters. THEY live with what HE did every damn day, and they are a mess. If you really love her, tough it out and get some therapy.


If this is a poem or writing exercise, good job, but seriously, don't be an a$$